A Reason To Live Chapter 2 Fanfic
Tired.
not strayed far from the temple of Athena, but if you bother to hide his cosmos as best he could and to choose the most hidden rocks surrounding seating. After all, do not want to face questions about their behavior, surely, would make the Saints to leave, should they encounter him.
frustration in his veins again to remember what happened minutes ago. I hated that feeling out of control, that came and went at will. But this time, the hand of his frustration over his shoulders hung an empty feeling. A sense of disorientation that prevented him from thinking and feeling clearly, increasing the conflict between what he wanted and he knew it was his duty. Depletion against two centuries of faithful service to the need not to pull those same years, and efforts by the board. What was he
Athena giving it new life? What did you expect to find? What other way wanted to serve him if he had done what she superhuman effort? Understood the need to stay alive until the last war against Hades, as a survivor of the Holy War, two centuries ago, possessed a fundamental knowledge about the course of the conflict. But what now? Insurance within the new saints were people more able and more willing than he to the task. As so often, the machinations of the goddess were a language completely unknown to him. The difference was that, on this occasion, was not able to obey blindly.
Lift the shrine, she had said. That if I could translate, prepare and recruit more soldiers to confront the new wars. The reconstruction of the Goddess who spoke was nothing more than the rearmament of its military forces.
Dohko sighed. If years ago this would have been a good reason to face what is put forward, at that time could not conceive it as a reason to continue. How to teach your students to use the strength of his heart to fight on behalf of Athena, that were willing to die for it too early ages, when even he had no desire to do so?
For over two centuries it was the engine of your life. Fight for Athena, to honor the fallen fighting the limit of his strength, transmit their knowledge to the younger women to encourage them along the same path, teach them to forget themselves for the greater good.
For the sake of God for those who are not simply tools , she thought angrily to repent immediately seconds later. Athena was also merciful. Just did not know whether to say, after this incident, but had always shown respect and appreciation for his knights. Be aware of who was in a state of deep denial made him feel even more overwhelmed. Feeling that way, discouraged in front of that new life was just going against nature. He smiled with grief, apathy I ate at and only had a couple of hours back.
lifted his head to stare at the stars that spread to millions of miles away. The downside of living so many years, he said, is that memories are accumulated in such large quantities, it is impossible not to constantly review. And that was the worst. It is true that he had pleasant memories and beautiful, but her life as a warrior favored those full of pain.
Looking back, I could remember very well that for the first war against Hades, his youth was the primary factor in their willingness to fight. Recently he received his golden armor and willpower, impulsiveness, hidden passion and desire to make something great for humanity, that characterized his early years as holy, always be stronger than any enemy who might confront. In addition, it was Shion, his sense of honor and the greatness which emanated in spurts, giving him a friendship which forced him to pledge those involving life and soul and everything I had about, in order to conform. Of that, there was nothing except the presence of Shion. Who had also been revived after years of service. Who should not have been so good disposition and should have added to the rejection of the measure taken by Athena.
frowning, bent head again and stared at his feet, trying to get even kicking loose stones beneath them.
Pending War against Hades, only his sense of duty made him stand firm. He had entrusted an important mission to fulfill and that depended in large part, the security of mankind. He devoted himself to train new warriors to lead the Knights existing investigate every move that could signal a new confrontation with the gods. And again he spoke to Shion. However, those were the worst years. The images of the previous war fresh in your mind would live for many years, many colleagues felt die weapons without speaking because he should not leave their place in Rozan. Raised many young men to see them die after a few years. I did not want to remember the exact number of students who had to bury, but he was sure he did not want to go through that again. Shiryu thought, in what he thought, seeing him so depressed and listless. And he thought Shunrei, the girl he had raised as his own daughter. It was desirable not return to see, and had been in danger once again did not want to expose. In addition to her new look might be a bit shocking for her. I felt that on this occasion because he had nothing left to fight it. Unless, of course, the Goddess.
- If you asked me guess ... - Dohko suddenly looked up to hear the deep voice behind him, but did not turn. I did not want to notice that in addition to how depressed he was, was unaware of his presence at all - ... say you're not too happy with all this ... " resurrection."
- What are you doing here, Kanon?
- same as you, apparently - the Gemini said, sitting beside him and stared at the stars - Nice what you did in there. And thanks. Could not tear away if you had not done.
Dohko snorted annoying. He did not need this. Not at this time. Kanon looked askance at his reaction.
- If it's something ... - began to speak again Gemini, not sure if you really pay attention Dohko - ... I do not like more than you.
Saint of Libra turned to him. Had tried to ignore the twin, I knew that would not listen to anything that did not have to do it calmly, but did not expect that statement. Kanon expected to feel uncomfortable with the situation but did not expect it so openly admit it to anyone. Kanon looked ahead, missing at times hidden somewhere among the cliffs overlooking the sea, before continuing hearing no response Dohko.
- I thought this ... life, if you can call it that, would end in the Underworld. And I thought I would die doing something great and honorable enough to overshadow all the mistakes I made. That would not have to worry about feeling guilty or anything. And here I am, with fresh memories ever. - He grimaced, as if they believe that he had said all that out loud - I mean, if they wanted to revive us and get to fight again, at least they could have erased the memory or something! Do not you think?
Kanon
Then he turned to look at him. Her lips curved in a smile and laughter Dohko could see dancing in their eyes, as if what was just said something really funny. Dohko just thought how stupid that Gemini may be at times, looking somewhat surprised. However, the other gentleman was right.
- What happens to you? - Kanon spoke again - I know I should not have spent even a quarter of what you should have seen, but it is unusual to see lose control. It is assumed that you are the more optimistic and relaxed of all. Do not you hit your head to wake up or something?
Kanon
unconsciously put her hand to her neck and Dohko had to make efforts not to emphasize the fact, even though he could not help raising an eyebrow, slightly amusing. It was clear that the boy had not had an accident-free awakening. Heavily blew the air that had accumulated in his lungs. Kanon had confessed to most of what apparently was willing to admit. It could well restore some confidence given saying something, even if he himself would have given a name to what I felt at that time.
- I'm just tired - ended up being simpler than I expected and although she suspected he did not need to say Moreover, their language had other plans - I do not want to see more children sacrificed their lives for things like this. I do not want to bury more students. I do not want to lose more friends. I'm tired of it. It is assumed that these lives have expiration dates early ... mine has been at least ten times longer than any other saint. And I can understand that you have been given this opportunity to others to Aiolos, Aioria, Shura, even you. You have all this new opportunity to make things right with your brother. But in my case, I have the will to do it all again.
- Dohko, you were two hundred years in front of a waterfall. That force will not go away from one moment to another. For two hundred years resisted countless hardships ... - On hearing the words of Dohko, Kanon felt the desperate need to give an output. Not sure why, but it unbearable to hear him talk that way. He precisely the optimistic person - ... What difference will, how, 20 years if we are lucky, 40 if you have an angel watching out the back too good?
- is different - Dohko replied, biting his lip.
- Why?
- For those times had ideals and mission to protect to play - he replied, ignoring the astonished gaze of Kanon and smiling sadly. In the end, it all came down to that - I'm sick and now I have nothing to fight.
And before that the twin could ask more questions and further delving into your feelings, got up and without saying goodbye, went to the temple of Libra. He had little hope that there no bother him. Kanon
saw him leave with a stunned expression on his face. I had always suspected that beneath that affable and smiling appearance had stories or at least a little more murky situations. He was a saint of Athena, after all, his life could have been color pink. But feelings were not expecting so ... depressing. The conversation had left Dohko dislocated and had removed at the bottom of his soul. Something that was not too many years. The need to do something for someone besides himself.
foot was placed with a sigh. It was better to go to the temple of Gemini before Saga out for him. That would be too embarrassing, given the emotional condition that his brother had been revived. Meanwhile would devise a way to get closer to the holy of Libra.
Since this will look to offer you a chance to atone for their sins, fighting for Athena to Hades, had developed a kind of appreciation to the oldest. Once Dohko recovered his body and fighting Shion cosmos, having recovered from their surprise, began to feel something close to admiration. You do not remember having felt by anyone but his brother when they were younger. Feeling which grew to see him release his cosmos, with that tattoo that both had called his attention this time. A tattoo that represented all their passion and impulsiveness war which characterized your cosmos burning the most, mixed with a cosmos Kanon knew well: that of Athena. Much of his admiration for the man seemed to lie in the fact that his body was in some of the Athena's blood. Hence, perhaps, it was said every time he thought about the matter, the need to follow his steps closely. And then there was, of course, all this wisdom, calm and tranquility with which he faced every run. Being who determines right from wrong and the only weapons worth using Libra when the situation warranted his trial. Say it was something interesting to know, for Kanon, was to minimize the force that drew his attention that personality.
But now it seemed that nothing had so his curiosity was aroused. That fire seemed to be only a couple of coals and that spirit was perhaps only a memory. Kanon
grasped hands in a fit of anger over the relaxed almost immediately. Was determined. As Dohko, did not feel that there is a lot for him in the sanctuary, but was determined not to let Dohko be consumed in its melancholy. He thought that, after all, if it would be something that would make for yourself. Needed to retrieve that image allowed him to regain his balance. I wanted to bring the person back with a smile that told him that There is always time to correct mistakes. You can always do more, just depends on you and had taken from his own depression before. Maybe so, Dohko helping to find a new purpose to fight, could drive away the ghosts that haunted him since he had awakened in the temple of Athena, made a couple of hours. *****
sighed tired to reach the temple of Gemini. Expected to meet the self-imposed mission was to help him confront the shadows of the past. Sincerely hoped that way. Do not want to waste a new life reproaching what he had done and even less, feeling rejected by the figure, impatient, sat on the steps of the temple waiting for his return. I did not want to spend the rest of his days exchanging insults with his brother, blaming each other or, quite simply, ignoring the other's existence. He had had enough of that. Rose a little smile to your universe and see how that figure would stand almost a leap to feel close.
- I thought ... I thought you decided to go away now - Saga whispered, almost as if embarrassed to talk to him.
- Nah - Kanon said gesturing to downplay the issue - I have a few issues to resolve here yet. Saga
smile. Nevertheless, Kanon still had that carefree attitude towards life. As if nothing were important enough to demand your attention, as if he knew all the answers before even the questions are asked. That attitude that made him look so strong in comparison to the rest. Never understood that people will point the most powerful of the two. Indeed, his power in battle always seemed superior but his inner strength that he showed the rest he was able to separate their feelings for their actions and helped him calm and coolly to simulate any situation, they were just a mask. Kanon however, was much more relaxed at all, broke the rules because they knew they were stupid and big consequences would generate. Did not give more importance to things of which they deserved. And it made him stronger. Because unimportant things not removed the time and that allowed him to have everything under control, even when he struggled to show the rest that actually was not. Kanon looked weak and appeared to rebellion and disobedience. And everything seemed Kanon was generally the opposite of what you thought, felt or happening.
Kanon So when he put his arm around her shoulders and carried him back to the temple, pretending that everything was fine, Saga knew that it was not. Grieved and sighed and began to dig the words with which to apologize when his brother's hand closed tightly over his shoulder.
- I have too many things that claim you - you heard it.
Turning his face was met with Kanon's frown, but could see a smile struggling not escape her lips. Saga grins in response. With those words Kanon assured him that, certainly not all things were right in your world but, at least among themselves, there was nothing to stay away again. Perhaps it would cost them to absolve themselves but for each other, everything had gone and had been forgiven.
Kanon, Saga thought, was still a contradiction between what was and what it expressed, as when they were children.
- then we have a long, long night ahead - Saga muttered, smiling and watching Kanon nodded pretending boredom, but imitating her smile once inside the temple. TBC
- Cap. 1 - / / - Cap. 3 -
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